Wednesday, April 24, 2013

well, this is boring

But true. I'm so tired I feel stunned, just leaning against the wall in my bed. I can't tell if the nagging disease I've always had of wishing I could do more and get more done and the pain I feel at having ideas and resolutions and not being capable of achieving it all has taken a turn for the worse, or whether it's just the presentness of that feeling is overwhelming me right now.
Damian's chaji yesterday, tons more things coming up. Unexpected visitors, emotions, working with and taking care of people. Craft projects! Planning. Job applications. A backlog of blog posts. Utter exhaustion.



I miss you.

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